Unreal

Man, I am really being put through the ringer right now. It's unreal. The rage that I'm feeling in my body is almost unbearable. And there's no one to blame this time. So who do I yell at? God? Sure. Why not. Cause I'm so over life being so hard. I truly am. I want to feel alive, not tortured. And I am sick of fighting with people as I claim my voice and my space in this world. But it seems to be all I do lately. I'm just over it. Totally and completely over how hard life feels right now. This journey is wearing me down. Will I keep going? Of course. Like I have any other fucking option. Seriously. What else could I do? Quit? Go back to sleep? But what the fuck. Gotta just keep riding these fucking waves as gracefully as possible. But I swear to God...