I'm different now. It's hard to explain but I'll try. Something truly shifted. And it's not that I'm necessarily "happier", I'm just more me. More authentic. Like I'm seeing parts of myself so clearly and they're not all pretty but they're not that bad either.  It's just better that I'm finally seeing them. And I'm starting to truly have faith that the universe has my back. Even when I'm writhing in pain. I have a deep belief that everything is a divine plan. I'm being looked out for in all of this. Even when my ego is screaming and hurting I allow myself to feel the pain while coming back to myself and remembering I'm safe and looked after by the universe. So I'll continue to breathe and I look forward to seeing what life has in store for me, while also being thankful for all I already have. <3